auggie spent the night with me wednesday. we finally went and picked her up around 3. we went to the mall and then to the movies to see Shrek 2. it was great, even thought that was my second time seein it.

today, shane is comin over with his mom. he`s meetn` my parents cuz tomorrow im goin to Concord Mills with him. whooo !! Sunday, auggie`s havn` a pool party. it looks like ill be spendn` the whole weekend with my shuga.

i have killed my cell phone by the way. it got water damaged. im tryn` to let it dry out but i dont kno if it`ll work. it might. i hope so cuz if it dont, ill hafta fork up  $150 for a new one.

im uploadn` pics onto PictureTrail. its takn` forever. we figured out whats goin on this weekend. i still dont kno if autumn is gonna come over or not. if she`s able to, me and daddy might go pick her up around 3, take her to bandys to drop off her schedule change paper, then go to the mall. then we`re gonna come back to my house, make banana pudding and strawberry cheesecake and watch Cabin Fever. then, the next day, we`re gonna cook bacon on the George Foreman grill and around 4 or 5, shane and his mom are comin over and they`ll stay for a while and then when they leave, they`ll take autumn with him. of course, im not entirely sure if that`s exactly whats gonna happen because last night, me and autumn got into it. she told me that she`s gonna go to skateland saturday with brittney. she`s not even worried about whether or not she can come over to my house. its like it doesnt even matter to her. its like she could care less what me and her did, just as long as she could go to skateland with her best friend. she claims me and her are still best friends but i dont believe her. best friends are supposed to spend more time with each other than any of their other friends and me and her havent hung out hardly any this summer. of course, brittney`s at her house like every weekend. she never invites me over .. i have to invite myself over. she didnt have anything to do with me during the whole month of june, but she was all the time with brittney and she sure didnt forget about her. she forgets our plans and she always shoves brittney on our plans, which totally pisses me off because i cant stand `em when they`re together because i get ignored. she said that skating is her hobby and since i dont like to skate, she cant spend weekends hangn` out with me. she cant even sacrifice one saturday every once in a while for me. i put her in front of every one of my other friends and the least i want back is just a little bit of her time but no .. that would be too much. i wish her and brittney would get into a big ol` fight so that i could have my best friend back.

i talked to momma and daddy today and here`s this week`s plan: Thursday, auggie is come`n over and we`re goin shoppn` that afternoon. then Friday, shane and his mom is come`n over to meet my daddy and when they go home, they`re takn` autumn with `em. now all i gotta do is ask shane and autumn if thats okay.

* 100 Things You Didnt Kno About ME*
1. Ive had only one best friend and we`ve been best friends for 6 years -- Autumn Dawn Cline
2. Im a BIG time softy
3. I love the feeling of falling
4. I wish I had an older sister
5. I get scared easily
6. Making the "Jason" sound in the dark makes me cry
7. Ive almost dies .. literally -- almost drowned once
8. I love to swim
9. I hate my boobs
10. I love my nose
11. I have a problem of letting people go
12. Sometimes i flip my mom the bird -- when she`s not looking, of course
13. I cant go to sleep without noise in the house
14. My favorite season is summer
15. I want to move .. but not too far
16. I almost had to go to the phsychologist
17. I hate Brittney for almost taking my best friend
18. Im scared of Stephanie Doyle
19. I actually like marching band -- but not enough to stay for more than one semester
20. Im sad that my older cousins are moving away
21. Im scared of falling in love
22. Im scared to date because im scared that it`ll end
23. I hate the feeling of a broken heart
24. I dont think my friends really like me
25. I really dislike my 5-year old cousin
26. Im staying a virgin til im married -- im gonna try
27. Im living with my parents til i get married
28. I want to be an anesthesiologist
29. I love chinese food
30. I hate japanese food
31. I sing in front of my mirror
32. Im scared that i wont find my soul mate
33. I hate diets
34. I wish my stomach had a zipper on it so i wouldnt have to eat -- it takes too much time
35. Im a sucker for sweets
36. I make the second-best banana pudding -- mamaw makes the best .. i learned from her
37. I cry if i think about someone i love leaving me
38. I dread the day that ellie may dies
39. I dread the day that abigail dies
40. I hate liars
41. Im scared of getting physically hurt
42. My favorite movies are Dirty Dancing and When Harry Met Sally
43. Im scared that me and shane wont work out like we both want it to
44. I used to have a secret crush on this 110-pound farmer boy who everyone thought was gay
45. I`ve never liked someone as much as i liked shane -- i was nervous around him
46. Shane was the first person i ever held hands with
47. Devan kissed me on the last day of school -- stupid nigger
48. Im scared to death of lonliness
49. I wish i could visit my family in Arizona
50. I wish my mom would socialize with my daddy`s side of the family
51. Sometimes i wish that my parent were seperated -- they fight too much 52. I wish josh would move away to that school in tennessee he was talking about
53. I love oldies music, country music, and Kiss 95.1 -- whatever music thats called
54. I slept in my closet once
55. Sometimes i have to hide out in my closet so momma doesnt hear me talking about her
56. Ive never seen a shooting start
57. Im scared of spiders
58. Snakes dont bother me
59. My sign is either scorpian or sagitarrious -- it depends on the magazine
60. Ive never done drugs
61. Ive drank before but it was just a sip
62. Ive smoked a cigarette though
63. I love pictures
64. I love taking pictures
65. I hate dishonesty
66. I hate people who are fake
67. I hate my handwriting
68. I like things i can relate to
69. I get bored during summer vacation
70. I loved josh but he didnt love me back so it was pointless and painful
71. I wanna go to the beach
72. I love babies
73. I only want one kid -- two, but it`ll be an accident
74. I wish i had a better relationship with my mom
75. I still wonder about my mom`s old boyfriend
76. Somtimes i sleep with my mom
77. Im French, German, Cherokee, and Filipino
78. I love the song "Whiskey Lullaby" even though its really sad
79. I hate hurting people
80. I hate hospitals
81. Whenever i get my blood taken, they have to use a baby needle
82. I always fall asleep in the car
83. I love the Pink Panther
84. My favorite color is pink
85. I love shopping
86. I have a lot of jewelry
87. I wanna go to NC State University
88. I wanna go to California
89. I wanna go to Disney World
90. I love the smell of new shoes and leather
91. I want a ranch when i get older
92. I love my eyes
93. I love lillies more than any other flower
94. I love hugs and kisses and the feeling of security
95. I like drawing on my driveway with chalk
96. Ive never broken a bone or had stitches
97. My middle fingernail was taken off and now it grows crooked
98. I want a bichon frise when i get older
99. I have a panty-fetish
100. Im falling head-over-heels, no-regrets, never-look-back, cant-wait-for-more, gotta-see-him, gotta-talk-to him, completely and utterly in love like i like him a lot with Shane !!

my dad talked to my mom about shane comin over and she said she wanted to be here. thats surprising.so i guess he`s either comin over wednesday or friday. now i dont kno how that little shoppn` thing i have planned with auggie is gonna work. maybe she could just come over thursday or somethin. i dont kno. this really annoys me because i`ve had that planned since a month ago and now it doesnt seem to be workn` out for me. thats how my life goes -- i try to make plans and they always screw up right at the last minute.

i have a terrible terrible headache and it wont go away. i`ve already taken 2 tylenol pills. i guess i`ll hafta take another two.

im not gonna get to talk to shane until like 8pm cuz he`s got to work all day today and then he`s got football practice from 5-8 or somethin like that. it`ll probably be later than that cuz he doesnt get free minutes till 9 and i hate talkn` to him on his home phone cuz its screwed up. oh well. i`ll just call autumn before then so she wont get so upset tonight. she got upset last night because i wouldnt hang up with shane to talk to her when she knows that i talk to him at night and everyone else during the daytime and afternoon. besides that, i was talkn` to her for a few hours before he even called. she kept on beepn` in and i would anwer and she would holler somethin at me and hang up .. basically bein a complete butt about it all. i didnt get mad but i did get a little upset because she shouldnt be so selfish. she expects me to just drop whatever im doin to talk to her all the time. i tried talkn` to her before shane called but she was always too busy for me and she said she`d call me back but she never did -- she never does -- so i had to call her back like 2 or 3 times before she`d talk to me. we talked for a while but she still got upset. i`ve tried telln` her that i talk to her and everybody else during the day and shane at night but she just doesnt get it. she`s gonna have to because im not puttn` up with it.

Things ((guys)) need to kno about ((girls))
1. Dont ever lie to us -- we always find out
2. We dont enjoy talkn` dirty to you as much as you enjoy listen`n.
3. Dont say you understand when you dont
4. Girls are pretty, but yours is ALWAYS the prettiest !!
5. You dont have PMS -- dont act like you know what its like
6. Sayn` somethin sweet might get you off the hook ..doin somethin sweet will always get you off the hook
7. If you talk about having a big ( you kno ) .. we kno you dont
8. Size does matter, but only to hoes, not girls that want real relationships
9. We dont like it when you act like Mr. Big Stuff
10. Its good to be sensitive, sometimes
11. If you do something wrong .. apologize
12. Be spontaneous -- dinner and a movie wont always cut it
13. We are self-conscious by nature -- we cant help it
14. Fashion police do exist !!
15. Dont ask us to give you head -- if you REALLY like us you shouldnt care.
16. Hugs and kisses must be given frequently
17. We dont shave our legs everyday so get over it
18. Dont make bets about us -- we always find out
19. Shave -- no matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we always hate it
20. Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emitt other strange gases from your body, it isnt, so DONT
21. Dont compare our boobs with Pamela Anderson`s -- hers are fake, just remember that and you have a better chance with ours than hers so you may as well give it up
22. We are beautiful at all times
23. We will always think we are fat, so humor us and tell us we arent
24. You can shoot hoops, score a goal, knock down big fat guys, and hit a little baseball with a stick, so why the hell cant you piss in the toilet and not on it ?
25. Most of all, we love spendn` time with you .. all we want in return is that same feeling -- we want fun times, great memories, no fights, and no regrets